My 41st Year
It is July 30, 2013. Almost to hit my 41st natal day which is on July 31. Seemed worried, seemed sad. This is really it. I have to tell myself that I am beginning to age. I looked at the mirror to see my face to see some lines on it. Yes there are fine lines. Though not so visible but it is present. I began to ask myself, "Hey, what have you achieved?" I used to tell myself I have not achieved anything. I used to feel I got nothing. I used to tell I am alone. But after I prayed, I felt that I have achieved many things. Just by making my 3 kids live a decent and easy life is an achievement. Feeling that I got nothing was vanished for I have my kids who love me and whom I really love and treasure. They are my gifts. Indeed my all. I am never alone, I have my kids, I have my mom, my brothers and sisters around, I have real friends...and most of all, I have God with me. Worries that I am aging and the appearance of every line were vanished as well for when I see my kids gr...